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Warning Lights and Beauty Detours messages to madison Jan 20, 2026

Madison—

 

There are "tell-tale signals" that show up in my body long before anything dramatic happens.

 

Warning lights. Quiet ones.

 

And lately I've been paying attention—because I'm not inte...

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Five Hours and the Empty Finish Line Jan 06, 2026

Establishing a boundary of five hours minimum sleep. Reflecting on crossing a finish line alone after recovering from a TBI. Achievement without community celebration still holds value.

 

Sometimes ...

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Three Lanes, One Man Jan 04, 2026
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Staying in My Lane Jan 03, 2026
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Control, Clear Desks, and Clean Files Jan 02, 2026

Listing worries and categorizing them as controllable versus uncontrollable using journaling. Organization as oxygen for anxious minds.

 

I've started a new practice: writing down everything I'm wor...

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When Incentives Vanish Jan 01, 2026

Responding to mass workplace resignations. Refusing reactive quitting, building systems instead.

 

New Year's Day. Half my team just resigned.

 

Not because of anything I did. Not because of anyth...

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Not My Control, Not My Problem Dec 31, 2025

Redefining leadership as training rather than punishment. Refusing to absorb others' mistakes emotionally.

 

Someone on my team made a significant mistake yesterday. The kind that used to keep me up...

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Broken Sleds and Sparkling Slots Dec 30, 2025

A snowmobile breaking down becomes a meditation on trust and letting go.

 

The snowmobile broke down three miles from camp. Middle of nowhere. Cold setting in.

 

My first instinct: panic. Fix it. ...

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Packing Nuts and Calling Friends Dec 29, 2025

Addressing two hungers: physical and emotional. The road demands both.

 

Long drives used to mean gas station junk food and radio silence. Hours alone with nothing but my thoughts—which, if you know...

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Two Love Days Dec 28, 2025

Recovery from a TBI with running a competitive 5K despite predictions. Establishing "two love days" for self-care and community.

 

The doctors said I might never run again after the TBI. They said a...

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